freelance

thoughts flow as i think about the things ... i want to say to you to whom? to HIM? or to him? thoughts of how i imagine the gentleness of your touch the soothing the softness of your voice upon my ear giving me revelations giving me inspiration once were dead now alive you have spoken life you have opened my eyes thoughts flow thoughts rush... out of the wind twirling my imagination the ancient ways of life continue in cyle the future... a repeat of the past? is our future bright or will it repeat over and over and over and over and over thoughts loose go, leap, run, jump the mark has been set your freedom is here to express "no longer bound no more changes holding me my soul is resting what a blessing..." my soul hums this hymn as i sit tightly in the corner bound by what i see the world becoming lost... open field random tangents loose ends heart beats racing trying to manage pacing health becoming a failure society looses itself no more identity where are we going if we don't know who we are my mind is opened my souls is resting my spirit is free my heart is loving ever so longing ready to express my readiness my readiness for love wanting you to know how I feel how when i sleep i long for u... in my dreams, in my sleep, in my awakening and in my rise you encompass my mind you flood my thoughts WHO??? HIM? or him??? awaiting the softness of your lips to speak? to kiss? maybe somewhere in here you are able to find yourself out of control scatter brained rampant horse loose in the fields chasing after the sunset wanting to be tamed...

Stretched Out

Today I have considered myself a "Reliable Resource" But because of my reliability I have felt "streched out" Not money, but just my time Time to talk Time to help Time to just be a friend And when I'm feeling overly used It seems to influence my school work It is then I want to blame school for everything But in all actuality, it's the extra that's pulling me So like I've been told Most times NO is the best solution No I can't help No I can't go by and let the dog out No I can't listen right now There's freedom in saying NO To devote time to the things God wants to stretch me into (Evangelist Cain)